

I just want to feel something anything besides anger and frustration towards a person. I was there. I was happy. Now everything I had some to move on and be happy again got ripped out from under me. My mind just continually goes back again and again. I don’t know where to put this love I feel inside. But I can’t open up. My walls are standing to strong and too tall to be hurt like that again.
I’m the dead cat.
I can’t take the screaming inside my head…
Even when they get you back its not perfect. It still ends. Even when your with someone you could love the walls still stand tall.